This morning I asked myself what I would
say if someone asked me to describe my relationship with God. I immediately thought of the blog I wrote on leg
clinging. Yep, that's what I'd tell about. When I was a youth of
sixteen, I cried out to God to be rescued from the consequences of my
sin (The payment for sin is death, but the gift that God
freely gives is everlasting life found in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 6:23 Jubilee
Bible 2000) at that moment I grabbed on to His leg for dear life...and He let me.
There
is more than one reason I cling to His leg. First of all, when I am
scared, He wraps His robes around me and I can hide there and know I am
safe.
Anyway, riding and holding on to Jesus' leg is a
lot like those rides. Sometimes we just swing and I am so relaxed I
feel like I am floating. Other times we simply move at such a fast pace
that I lean back to feel the wind in my hair and I laugh in utter joy
at all the miracles I see passing before me. Then there are those times
that I experience the joy of the twists, turns and upside downs. He
reveals something new to me in His word and my breath is taken away as I
spin from the exhilaration!! Yes, clinging to Jesus' leg is a greater
thrill than any ride that ever has or ever will be invented. I think He
gave people the idea for the rides so they could experience what life
with Him can be like. Yes, it can be scary, but the thrill of knowing
that you know He will always be there to grab hold of you if you begin
to slip makes it every bit worth it!!
Then
there are the quiet times when He stands still and allows me to simply
observe what is going on in the world around me. These are the times my
heart begins to break as I see people of all ages being abused and
murdered, hearts turning black against their Creator, people allowing
the cares of this world keep them from experiencing all the different
aspects of clinging to Jesus. It is at these moments that He scoops me
up and reassures me that He is still in control. Yes, there is pain and
destruction in the world, but it is because mankind has unwittingly at times and sometimes wittingly
asked for it. He has warned us over and over in His word that if we
turn and cling to sin, the evil one (Satan) will take full advantage and
use it to destroy us. But over and over again man has chosen the lusts
of this world over Him and in so doing, have chosen to suffer. (John 10:10)
I bury my face in His shoulder and cry. The song "The Warrior is a
Child" runs through my head and I ask, "How much longer God?" The
answer is always the same, "Soon." Then He gently places me back in my
preferred spot and takes off, sometimes at a walk, sometimes at a trot
and sometimes...much to my great joy....at a full out run!! How He can
do this with so many clinging children I do not know, but He does it!!
And He has never failed me, nor will He ever!!
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