This morning I was taking my usual walk when I ran across a toad in the road. I looked closely. He was flattened out, but plump, so I decided he must be sleeping. I nudged him with my foot, trying to get him to get out of the road so he wouldn't get squished. He barely moved. Must have been really sleepy. I nudged him again and he sat up straight, but he refused to budge. I decided to continue my walk and talk to God about him. I said, "Lord, would make that toad want to move out of the road?"
I felt rather than heard, "He is stubborn." I told God that I really didn't want the toad to be killed as I have a soft spot for them. (We have a toad that comes back every spring to sit on our porch each night. We tell everyone we have a guard toad instead of guard dog.) However, I knew that he had to accept the fact that he would be smashed if he didn't move and if he didn't come to understand it soon enough, he would be killed. The next time I passed him I deliberately spilled cold water on him. That helped wake him up, but he enjoyed it and refused to move. I tried to nudge him once more and then gave up and just asked God to protect him. God must have done so as there is no flat toad in the road!
As I continued my walk I noticed the dry grass and said, "We are in a drought, Lord. Well, technically it's not a drought, because we have had a little bit of rain, just not enough to do much good." What God spoke to my heart next made me want to cry. God speaks in ways that give instant understanding at times rather than in actual sentences, but this is what I understood:
"My people are stubborn like the toad. They are comfortable where they are and don't want to budge from it. They are in a type of drought and don't even realize it. They go to church on Sundays and get just enough of the Word to water their thirsty souls for an instant and then they go right back to the dried up way of living."
I thought about how I hunger for God's Word and thirst to hear more from Him, but don't get nearly enough. I want to hear His voice all the time, but I get so caught up in the day to day dry living that I am unable to hear out of my own stubbornness to take more time to be with Him. How long does it take to read a chapter of the Bible - perhaps 5 minutes or so (unless its Psalm 119). How long does it take to tell God good morning and invite Him into my day?
I told God that I don't want to live in a drought and asked Him to forgive me. My hearts desire is for God's children to become aware of the drought, but then to do something about it. The land doesn't have a choice regarding how much rain it receives, but we do. All we have to do is set aside a little time. We can't say we don't have any - for we have all eternity!!
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Easing Suffering
As I was taking my walk this morning I was reading the book The Prophet by Francine Rivers. It is a novella about the life of the prophet Amos of Scripture. An excerpt on page 73 reads thusly:
"Jeroboam's (false king of Israel during Amos' time) cunning plan worked. Men wanted ease, after all, not hard work. Ah, yes, why not worship idols? A man would have immediate pleasure with temple prostitutes. Sin would be approved. No one need consider what is right or wrong. Live for yourselves. Go ahead: lie, cheat, steal - everyone is doing it - as long as you give the king his share of the offerings! Why serve a holy God who demanded you follow the Law, when other gods would allow you to wallow in self-gratification? People rejected truth and gulped down lies, turning their backs on the loving, merciful God who provided their every need. Instead, they followed a king who ruled over them as he pleased."
The people of Amos' day did not realize that their sin was bringing about destruction, or at least they turned a blind eye to it.. They had tossed out the Scripture they had been taught in their youth: ...when you have eaten and are full, and have built beautiful houses and dwell in them... when your heart is lifted up and you forget the Lord your God. ... you say in your heart, ‘My power and the might of my hand have gained me this wealth.’... Then it shall be, if you by any means forget the Lord your God, and follow other gods... you shall surely perish. Deut. 8:12-14
"When you come into the land which the Lord your God is giving you, you shall not learn to follow the abominations of those nations. There shall not be found among you anyone who makes his son or his daughter pass through the fire [sacrificing a child to the Canaanite "god" Moloch for personal gain], or practices witchcraft, or a soothsayer, or one who interprets omens, or a sorcerer, or one who conjures spells, or a medium, or a spiritist, or one who calls up the dead. For all who do these things are an abomination to the Lord, and because of these abominations the Lord your God drives them out... You shall be blameless before the Lord your God...." Deuteronomy 18:9-14
and many more.
They did not stop to realize that God was holding back their destruction out of love for them and the desire to see them turn back to Him and live!! Instead, when a true prophet came to speak with them, they would throw them in prison, stone them, whatever it took to shut them up!! Sound familiar?
Immediately after reading this passage of the book I looked down and saw a nightcrawler struggling
to get across the road. I heard a whisper, "rescue the worm." I replied, "Lord, that worm is not going to live anyway. He has been drying out too long." His reply, "No, he may not, but at least you can ease his suffering."
I cannot tell you the exact conversation we had after that, but I can tell you what He spoke to my heart in words that are easily understood. AND yes, I picked up the worm and placed him in the nearest yard.
The worm is like us. It left the safety of the yard it came from to explore. It allowed its desire to expand its world to place it in peril. Even though it was rescued, it may turn back to the road. God's sheep (people) do this all the time. We want to experiment, test the waters, do our own thing. The problem is that though many of the things we explore may be good, ie: learning to swim, to read, to cook, etc., many others lead to destruction of not only our lives, but our very souls. We want ease, immediate pleasure, to not have to think, to live for ourselves....Yes, we are exactly like the Israelites of Amos' day. We have not learned from their mistakes as we should. God took out the time to have men write the Bible to warn us, but we (even Christians) do not read it. We have lovely excuses for not doing so: I have no time, Life is too short, I have too many other responsibilities, I have difficulty reading, I don't like to read, etc. But if we search our hearts we find the truth: I don't want to. Simple as that. Why not? I might learn something I don't want to know, I have to give up time I want to spend on myself and my desires, and the list goes on, but when it comes right down to it - I don't want to. The beautiful fact is, if we would read our Bibles faithfully, we would learn not to run to trouble, but to run from it and into our loving Father's arms.
Back to the worm....We cannot save anyone, only God can through the blood of Jesus. The work is already done on that front. We can, however, ease suffering in His name, pray for those we minister to, and watch as God uses these times of easing suffering to help them question why we would do such a thing and and allow themselves be drawn into His presence. So God used a worm to remind me of this - and I needed the reminder.
God loves people so much He gave His Son. He wants us to minister to their needs in order to ease their suffering, because, unless they repent and turn to Him, this is all the time for comfort they have.
Lord, help us to see our sin, run from it and into Your arms and then take that love and forgiveness into a suffering world to ease their pain so they can get a glimpse of You. In Jesus' precious name!!
"Jeroboam's (false king of Israel during Amos' time) cunning plan worked. Men wanted ease, after all, not hard work. Ah, yes, why not worship idols? A man would have immediate pleasure with temple prostitutes. Sin would be approved. No one need consider what is right or wrong. Live for yourselves. Go ahead: lie, cheat, steal - everyone is doing it - as long as you give the king his share of the offerings! Why serve a holy God who demanded you follow the Law, when other gods would allow you to wallow in self-gratification? People rejected truth and gulped down lies, turning their backs on the loving, merciful God who provided their every need. Instead, they followed a king who ruled over them as he pleased."
The people of Amos' day did not realize that their sin was bringing about destruction, or at least they turned a blind eye to it.. They had tossed out the Scripture they had been taught in their youth: ...when you have eaten and are full, and have built beautiful houses and dwell in them... when your heart is lifted up and you forget the Lord your God. ... you say in your heart, ‘My power and the might of my hand have gained me this wealth.’... Then it shall be, if you by any means forget the Lord your God, and follow other gods... you shall surely perish. Deut. 8:12-14
"When you come into the land which the Lord your God is giving you, you shall not learn to follow the abominations of those nations. There shall not be found among you anyone who makes his son or his daughter pass through the fire [sacrificing a child to the Canaanite "god" Moloch for personal gain], or practices witchcraft, or a soothsayer, or one who interprets omens, or a sorcerer, or one who conjures spells, or a medium, or a spiritist, or one who calls up the dead. For all who do these things are an abomination to the Lord, and because of these abominations the Lord your God drives them out... You shall be blameless before the Lord your God...." Deuteronomy 18:9-14
and many more.
They did not stop to realize that God was holding back their destruction out of love for them and the desire to see them turn back to Him and live!! Instead, when a true prophet came to speak with them, they would throw them in prison, stone them, whatever it took to shut them up!! Sound familiar?
Immediately after reading this passage of the book I looked down and saw a nightcrawler struggling
to get across the road. I heard a whisper, "rescue the worm." I replied, "Lord, that worm is not going to live anyway. He has been drying out too long." His reply, "No, he may not, but at least you can ease his suffering."
I cannot tell you the exact conversation we had after that, but I can tell you what He spoke to my heart in words that are easily understood. AND yes, I picked up the worm and placed him in the nearest yard.
The worm is like us. It left the safety of the yard it came from to explore. It allowed its desire to expand its world to place it in peril. Even though it was rescued, it may turn back to the road. God's sheep (people) do this all the time. We want to experiment, test the waters, do our own thing. The problem is that though many of the things we explore may be good, ie: learning to swim, to read, to cook, etc., many others lead to destruction of not only our lives, but our very souls. We want ease, immediate pleasure, to not have to think, to live for ourselves....Yes, we are exactly like the Israelites of Amos' day. We have not learned from their mistakes as we should. God took out the time to have men write the Bible to warn us, but we (even Christians) do not read it. We have lovely excuses for not doing so: I have no time, Life is too short, I have too many other responsibilities, I have difficulty reading, I don't like to read, etc. But if we search our hearts we find the truth: I don't want to. Simple as that. Why not? I might learn something I don't want to know, I have to give up time I want to spend on myself and my desires, and the list goes on, but when it comes right down to it - I don't want to. The beautiful fact is, if we would read our Bibles faithfully, we would learn not to run to trouble, but to run from it and into our loving Father's arms.
Back to the worm....We cannot save anyone, only God can through the blood of Jesus. The work is already done on that front. We can, however, ease suffering in His name, pray for those we minister to, and watch as God uses these times of easing suffering to help them question why we would do such a thing and and allow themselves be drawn into His presence. So God used a worm to remind me of this - and I needed the reminder.
God loves people so much He gave His Son. He wants us to minister to their needs in order to ease their suffering, because, unless they repent and turn to Him, this is all the time for comfort they have.
Lord, help us to see our sin, run from it and into Your arms and then take that love and forgiveness into a suffering world to ease their pain so they can get a glimpse of You. In Jesus' precious name!!
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Sickening, But Necessary
As I sit here and think about child abuse, my stomach starts churning and I wonder, "How in the world could anyone give in to such abhorrent behavior?" Once the question is asked, there is no going back. God always answers. His answer to me was a gentle reminder that we are all children to Him regardless of our age, so no matter who it is being abused, in His eyes they are children. He has had to speak this to my heart many times over in my life, because somehow I cannot seem to remember it. When I hear a parent yell at their child for throwing a fit, I become critical and judgmental, wanting to get in their face and tell them, "He/she is just a child!" However, the abuse they are suffering from their child's belligerence is a form of verbal abuse as well. I am just as guilty as the next person and need to be reminded often.
Because we are all children, I can understand that God sees abuse of adults in the same manner He sees it regarding children. It was His child that went to the cross, and I helped put Him there. Each time I sin I am being abusive to Jesus. Hard to think about - extremely hard. However, this is one of those things I need reminding of in order to be made sick to my stomach over and over again, just as I need to have a little pain to remind me that I am not fully recovered from surgery.
Because we are all children, I can understand that God sees abuse of adults in the same manner He sees it regarding children. It was His child that went to the cross, and I helped put Him there. Each time I sin I am being abusive to Jesus. Hard to think about - extremely hard. However, this is one of those things I need reminding of in order to be made sick to my stomach over and over again, just as I need to have a little pain to remind me that I am not fully recovered from surgery.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
A Blessed Nation?
Let Your mercy, Oh Lord, be upon us, just as we hope in You. Psalm 33:22
As we celebrate this Independence Day we sing "God Bless America." It is a wonderful song that sends chills up the spine, brings tears to the eyes and makes the heart swell. The problem is the heart portion. It swells with pride over a nation that dwells pretty much in freedom, but is slowly allowing that freedom to be taken away in the name of "what's best for ME." Selfishness, greed and laziness have taken the place of trust in God, generosity and good work ethics. We now live in a nation where people truly believe they deserve to be given money simply because they exist. I cannot say that I hold this against them. I see where those of us who should know better have allowed this to take place. Each generation has wanted things to be easier for the next generation and we have accomplished that goal, but at what cost?
I was told about a video made by a woman journalist where she visited college students on the verge of graduating. It was shocking to hear that many of them plan on living off the government. Here they are getting an education that people come from all over the world to get, because other nations do not offer the same quality and it is most likely being paid for by their parents, but they are choosing to disregard it and get money for nothing. They do not have a desire to work since they have learned the loopholes to jump through in order to not have to do so. There is no pride in doing a job well for the joy of knowing you did so. If I were the parent of said student, I would be angry and tell them I wanted my money back! However, we have also come to the point of thinking giving our children everything they want is love.
Love - not an emotion, but rather the decision to do what is very best for a person whether they deserve it or not. The emotion that goes with it, that "good and mushy" feeling that moves us to do things we normally wouldn't do, is not true love. Feelings come and go. True love always remains steadfast and certain. It chooses to do what is best whether the one we are bestowing that love on likes it or not. This is God's love in us.
When I read this verse above, my heart sank a bit. Our nation cries out for mercy. When it doesn't seem to come, because we have in our heads and hearts what we think should be being done rather than what is truly necessary, we get angry at God. He tells us right in this verse that His mercy will be upon us just as we hope in Him!! The problem? We don't trust in Him, we trust in what we think is right for us. We do not see the overall picture, so how can we really know what is best for this nation? God knows what He is doing, always has, always will. We need to go back to trusting Him in this as our forefathers did. Why were we so blessed back then? Their hope was where it belonged - in Almighty God!!
As we celebrate this Independence Day we sing "God Bless America." It is a wonderful song that sends chills up the spine, brings tears to the eyes and makes the heart swell. The problem is the heart portion. It swells with pride over a nation that dwells pretty much in freedom, but is slowly allowing that freedom to be taken away in the name of "what's best for ME." Selfishness, greed and laziness have taken the place of trust in God, generosity and good work ethics. We now live in a nation where people truly believe they deserve to be given money simply because they exist. I cannot say that I hold this against them. I see where those of us who should know better have allowed this to take place. Each generation has wanted things to be easier for the next generation and we have accomplished that goal, but at what cost?
I was told about a video made by a woman journalist where she visited college students on the verge of graduating. It was shocking to hear that many of them plan on living off the government. Here they are getting an education that people come from all over the world to get, because other nations do not offer the same quality and it is most likely being paid for by their parents, but they are choosing to disregard it and get money for nothing. They do not have a desire to work since they have learned the loopholes to jump through in order to not have to do so. There is no pride in doing a job well for the joy of knowing you did so. If I were the parent of said student, I would be angry and tell them I wanted my money back! However, we have also come to the point of thinking giving our children everything they want is love.
Love - not an emotion, but rather the decision to do what is very best for a person whether they deserve it or not. The emotion that goes with it, that "good and mushy" feeling that moves us to do things we normally wouldn't do, is not true love. Feelings come and go. True love always remains steadfast and certain. It chooses to do what is best whether the one we are bestowing that love on likes it or not. This is God's love in us.
When I read this verse above, my heart sank a bit. Our nation cries out for mercy. When it doesn't seem to come, because we have in our heads and hearts what we think should be being done rather than what is truly necessary, we get angry at God. He tells us right in this verse that His mercy will be upon us just as we hope in Him!! The problem? We don't trust in Him, we trust in what we think is right for us. We do not see the overall picture, so how can we really know what is best for this nation? God knows what He is doing, always has, always will. We need to go back to trusting Him in this as our forefathers did. Why were we so blessed back then? Their hope was where it belonged - in Almighty God!!
Monday, June 25, 2012
The Need for Wisdom
How great is our need for true wisdom, yet we tend to walk in our own wisdom thinking it just grand.
Proverbs 3:7-8 - Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and depart from evil. It will be health to your flesh and strength to your bones.
True wisdom is fearing God and fleeing evil. The problem we face is found all the way back in Genesis 3 when Satan threw these words at Adam (male AND female), "You will not surely die. For God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil."
Satan is the master of deceit. He takes truth and coils just enough of a lie into it to make the lie appealing, but unrecognizable. Here he told them truth - "You will know good and evil." The lie was in the part that was most appealing, "You will be like God." Which of God's true children doesn't want to be more like Him? However, the truth was and is that they were already like God. They knew good - Father God, and they knew evil - the serpent, but they only did and thought what was good, because they WERE like God - made in His very image and carrying His breath in their bodies.
When they ate of the tree, they became confused, because in disobedience they allowed evil to enter their perfect and purely good hearts. Those hearts became corrupted with evil and confusion set in. Where the lines of good and evil were clearly distinct before, now they had become blurred and confusing. They still are today, making us critical of God and His work in our lives.
There was another truth spoken in the words of Satan though. He just didn't realize what he was saying. "You will not surely die." Now Satan was speaking of physical death, and he was correct, they did not physically die. Spiritually they became dead in less than an instant. However, they would not SURELY die, because God had the antidote waiting to be poured out on all creation to give back the eternal life we were created to bear - His breath, His life, His blood - poured out on the cross for any who would to receive. He gave us back what we threw away.
Esau's life is a picture of this. He threw away his birthright for a bite of stew, just as we threw away our birthright for a bite of fruit. He took down an entire nation who still to this day worships Allah, who is a vindictive god who sets out to force people into compliance.
Adam took down the entire world, but God in His great mercy and love for us, gives us a way back in to His kingdom and family if we will simply accept His sacrifice, His blood, His life, His breath.
Thank You Father, for loving us so much as to be willing to die in our place. You poured out Your blood on the cross to purify our hearts. You gave us Your life so we wouldn't have to face spiritual death. You gave us Your breath - Your Holy spirit - so we can breath easily again, see evil for what it is and flee from it straight into the goodness of Your loving arms. I cannot thank You enough!!
Proverbs 3:7-8 - Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and depart from evil. It will be health to your flesh and strength to your bones.
True wisdom is fearing God and fleeing evil. The problem we face is found all the way back in Genesis 3 when Satan threw these words at Adam (male AND female), "You will not surely die. For God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil."
Satan is the master of deceit. He takes truth and coils just enough of a lie into it to make the lie appealing, but unrecognizable. Here he told them truth - "You will know good and evil." The lie was in the part that was most appealing, "You will be like God." Which of God's true children doesn't want to be more like Him? However, the truth was and is that they were already like God. They knew good - Father God, and they knew evil - the serpent, but they only did and thought what was good, because they WERE like God - made in His very image and carrying His breath in their bodies.
When they ate of the tree, they became confused, because in disobedience they allowed evil to enter their perfect and purely good hearts. Those hearts became corrupted with evil and confusion set in. Where the lines of good and evil were clearly distinct before, now they had become blurred and confusing. They still are today, making us critical of God and His work in our lives.
There was another truth spoken in the words of Satan though. He just didn't realize what he was saying. "You will not surely die." Now Satan was speaking of physical death, and he was correct, they did not physically die. Spiritually they became dead in less than an instant. However, they would not SURELY die, because God had the antidote waiting to be poured out on all creation to give back the eternal life we were created to bear - His breath, His life, His blood - poured out on the cross for any who would to receive. He gave us back what we threw away.
Esau's life is a picture of this. He threw away his birthright for a bite of stew, just as we threw away our birthright for a bite of fruit. He took down an entire nation who still to this day worships Allah, who is a vindictive god who sets out to force people into compliance.
Adam took down the entire world, but God in His great mercy and love for us, gives us a way back in to His kingdom and family if we will simply accept His sacrifice, His blood, His life, His breath.
Thank You Father, for loving us so much as to be willing to die in our place. You poured out Your blood on the cross to purify our hearts. You gave us Your life so we wouldn't have to face spiritual death. You gave us Your breath - Your Holy spirit - so we can breath easily again, see evil for what it is and flee from it straight into the goodness of Your loving arms. I cannot thank You enough!!
Monday, June 11, 2012
Freedom to Love
As Brother Bill preached on I Peter 2:13-17 a thought went through my head and made me smile. "No matter how much I am despised by the world, I am free to love; especially those who dishonor and reject me, in order that they might come to receive Christ as their personal Savior and Lord."
16 Live as people who are free, not using your freedom as a cover-up for evil, but living as servants[c] of God.
This is the verse that brought the thought. It amazes me how much freedom we have that we do not use. (At least that I do not always use.) The freedom to love the unlovely, unlovable, hateful, seems like an awesome gift, yet we tend to choose to turn our backs and feel sorry for ourselves instead, which is no freedom, but rather enslavement to self-gratification. We want to "feel good" and when someone dishonors or rejects us, we feel uncomfortable to say the least, and angry usually. We must remember that, as long as we are behaving as children of God, as we are told to do in this verse, then it is not really us who are being rejected, but God in us Who is. If we remember this, we are free to continue loving and praying for their deliverance from sin's enslavement and prayerfully watch them become our brother/sister in Christ Jesus. If we forget, then we become trapped in self pity, doubt and fear, our prayers become hindered and we must come to the place of accepting the fact that we are wrong and get right before Father God.
It is my prayer that the true saints of God will rise up and pray for one another to walk in the freedom of love in every situation.
16 Live as people who are free, not using your freedom as a cover-up for evil, but living as servants[c] of God.
This is the verse that brought the thought. It amazes me how much freedom we have that we do not use. (At least that I do not always use.) The freedom to love the unlovely, unlovable, hateful, seems like an awesome gift, yet we tend to choose to turn our backs and feel sorry for ourselves instead, which is no freedom, but rather enslavement to self-gratification. We want to "feel good" and when someone dishonors or rejects us, we feel uncomfortable to say the least, and angry usually. We must remember that, as long as we are behaving as children of God, as we are told to do in this verse, then it is not really us who are being rejected, but God in us Who is. If we remember this, we are free to continue loving and praying for their deliverance from sin's enslavement and prayerfully watch them become our brother/sister in Christ Jesus. If we forget, then we become trapped in self pity, doubt and fear, our prayers become hindered and we must come to the place of accepting the fact that we are wrong and get right before Father God.
It is my prayer that the true saints of God will rise up and pray for one another to walk in the freedom of love in every situation.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Being a Settler
I was watching a movie as I crocheted this morning. As I listened to what the characters were saying, these words played through my mind, "I am a settler." Is this a good thing? I don't know. Is it a bad thing? I don't think so. I Timothy 6:6-8 says, "Now there is great gain in godliness with contentment, for we brought
nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world.
But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content." The question is, am I content with being a settler? By a settler I mean that if someone I love wants something other than what I want, I tend to allow them to have their way, even if it means giving up completely on my dreams. I do NOT mean that I give in when it is something wrong. If one of my grandchildren came and showed me something they had stolen, I would take them to the store and make them either return the item, or if it was already open or used, pay for it. If they didn't have the money, they could work for me to pay for it. I can be extremely stubborn in these types of situations.
I once dated a young man (we were only 16) who supposedly had given up drinking for me. Some very close friends were talking about a party they had attended and with red faces told me how this same young man had gotten drunk on 6 beers. When he came over that evening, I broke up with him. He plead his cause and said it was a misunderstanding and he'd never drink again. It didn't phase my decision, though my heart hurt for him. Drinking at that age is illegal and I would have broken up with anyone who did so. Some thought I should have given a second chance. This was his second chance, but they did not know all the circumstances, nor did I believe they needed to, so I let them think poorly of me. However, in a situation where it is simply a matter of opinion - say I have a vision to decorate my home in a particular manner and my husband is uncomfortable with it - I will ask what he would like and go with it. Something like that, though saddening a bit, is not worth getting upset over in my opinion. I have been told that my attitude isn't healthy and that I should stand up for what I want, but would this make me more content, or simply happy for a brief moment? Contentment is much more lasting that happiness. Hebrews 13:5 says, "Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, 'I will never leave you nor forsake you.'” Every time I start to feel upset regarding what I have or don't have, I pray God brings this verse to mind as a refresher course. I have everything I need and more. Shouldn't that be enough to keep me content?
I once dated a young man (we were only 16) who supposedly had given up drinking for me. Some very close friends were talking about a party they had attended and with red faces told me how this same young man had gotten drunk on 6 beers. When he came over that evening, I broke up with him. He plead his cause and said it was a misunderstanding and he'd never drink again. It didn't phase my decision, though my heart hurt for him. Drinking at that age is illegal and I would have broken up with anyone who did so. Some thought I should have given a second chance. This was his second chance, but they did not know all the circumstances, nor did I believe they needed to, so I let them think poorly of me. However, in a situation where it is simply a matter of opinion - say I have a vision to decorate my home in a particular manner and my husband is uncomfortable with it - I will ask what he would like and go with it. Something like that, though saddening a bit, is not worth getting upset over in my opinion. I have been told that my attitude isn't healthy and that I should stand up for what I want, but would this make me more content, or simply happy for a brief moment? Contentment is much more lasting that happiness. Hebrews 13:5 says, "Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, 'I will never leave you nor forsake you.'” Every time I start to feel upset regarding what I have or don't have, I pray God brings this verse to mind as a refresher course. I have everything I need and more. Shouldn't that be enough to keep me content?
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